Well, stop struggling my friend, i know who you're but u don't know who you're, so if your struggling i know ^^
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
1:50 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
idk why i wanna blog eh, srsly alot of things keep hanging out my mind but idk what is it. It's just getting really fugg up, friends nope, family nope, girlfriend ? idk srsly.
I don't need anything but i still need something in my heart, it's empty. idk what i actually need nor actually strive.
HEART TELL ME WHAT U NEED TO FEEL U UP?
IT's empty sadly.
What does it mean to have sex?
Do i need it?
It's a SIN !
idk ?! sometimes it feels good, idk why i needed that idk.
IDK ! can u tell me the ans?
I've sinned, i've left myself in the wilderness. Remembered the days i actually said my sinners prayer, it's been 1 year plus. Where's the peacefullness ?! Where?
All i could say now, i'm sorry god, i've sinned infront of u, I'm ashamed to face u again. What could i do now, can't peacefully pray for my own.
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
4:49 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
It's sad somehow, long time never been blogging, getting pissed off with life sometimes actually. Simply i'm a christian but don't seems i'm been to church for countless of months, getting further and further with the presence of god.
Nothing counts, nothing worths. What i've been spending on it's just a waste isn't it?
Tsk, what can u do when your in the lowest part of your life? 2 choices, Run away or face the fact. I chose both depending on the situtation somehow.
Ready the fact that i'll stand down somehow. But there's still choices that can be made srsly.
Getting into relationship seems sucks, i hate being chain/locked up.
But loneliness can be felt when no ones is there for u don't u think?
I drank i drunk. Nothing helps. What helps is friends.
Trust me no matter how storng u're there's always weakness in your eyes.
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
1:49 AM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
The blog is so dead lol :D
i blog because it's time to tell u guys i offically POP-ed on 2nd oct 2009.
And i'm currently posted to ubi hq, manpower department most probably under discipline section. Was posted with anthony and daryl who are my bunk mates, so there's already a bonding there alr. let's hope we'll work happily right, we still have 1 year 8 months more to ORD, so let's enjoy our time there.
Well, i had an mc on my 3rd day of work, due to flu. NOT GENG ! A bad flu and the day before i've attended ah kang's birthday party at fisherman's village located at pasir ris park, unfortunaly it didn't go what as expected, some things occured again and i shall not go into details, it's not really good.
Well ah kang got drunk as ronnie ah bang ah hao all make him drink like hell, and ended up i got injured, but sadly for me i don't think i'm with my own now, i felt very different from what i'm last time and it's not good D:
Seron i miss-ed u.
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
4:26 AM
2 weeks never been blogging uh, but keep a look-out on my facebook, updated every week when i book out uh. Last week sun i book in at 4.30 cuz of footdrill competition on the following day. We train-ed very hard and had a chance to eat pizza in the camp.
The next day competition starts, everyone came with alot of confidence!
We had a chance having our "personal maid" but hahaha! just for footdril competition that's all. Cuz we had our uniform inspection first, so we can't crumple our "kilates" fall so we walk-ed like penguin :P
Everything went very well, our drills owns and our fancy drills SURE OWNS TOO! almost everything is perfect, just that we lost cuz of 3 person. Requirements for footdrill comp, is 36 ppl but we only had 33, we lost 10 points cuz of 3 ppl. if we had the 3 ppl we will win bravo company by 1 and the half points ! sadly but too bad.
At least we got the "best platoon sergeant award" but we're quite disappointed too although our results, hardwork and effort gave it all during the competition. So no regrets.
D: hope next intake will get back charlie's honour !!!
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
8:39 AM
hmmm national day uh, not much difference to me just that i can book in later by 24 hrs, found myself no life hmmm, same old things, spending time in same place, wonder am i using my time correctly uh. Maybe i just had to be there hmmm. 1 Month have pass POC- passing out ceremony is coming soon uh, maybe is sort of grad in brtc hope can get a slacking department after that, don't really aim much high, hmmm after this few weeks i find out that my instructors are really good ppl, just that our platoon keeps stepping on their nerves, hmm, some idiots perhaps. But 1 for all, all for 1 eh so too bad. 1 die all die :d
Sad, promise-ed to quit smoking but i'm cutting down alot alr, so pls give me some time :D
Haha
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
11:13 AM
WHAT THE HECK !!!!
BOOK OUT ON SAT BOOK IN SUN SAD !!!
Went cgh take mc but gave me 1 day mc that means i need book in by 8pm ALSO !!!
WHAT THE !!!
CHAO GENG FAIL-ED SAD !!!
I MISS U SANDY !!
U said i flirt but the fact that i never sad why can't u believe it D:
Thought can get mc till monday then book in but too bad ! things aren't going what suppose i'm going nvm shall go back camp.
OMG 6 days in camp SAD !!!
I'll miss u leh... but u're still not replying my msges OMG !!!
Why can't i explain !!
Shouldn't have gone to the airport to fetch alexia's sister, end up do shit waste time there.
REGRET, REGRETTED !!!
OMG SANDY I'M SORRY D:
WhoLetTheDogsOut?
7:17 PM
