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Friday, June 26, 2009


Woot working 6pm actually, but reach-ed there around 2.48pm? Wow fated :D saw her at traffic light of downtown thought she's going to the bank so wait her at the bus-stop but seems she's gonna cross the road so i approach-ed she saw me :D then she said she's heading down whitesands to top-up company's ezlink card so follow-ed then head-ed down drive 6 help-ed joey to buy a pack of cigg since he's under-age lol.
Then head-ed back to downtown east, she went in put down everything, smoking time, her break :D
Then she went in after that smoking to eat, she only can take soluble stuffs D: sad, she just tight-en her braces, can't bear to see her suffer so much D:
Then 2nd smoke after her meal, joey call-ed me he reach-ed downtown east so she went in, joey came, talk alot of cock then end-ed the chat around 5+pm he got tuition so don't bother him.
Alright my turn to work, Bar again, have been in the bar for 1 week alr ._. so nvm since sunday last day. She seems very tired today due-ed to full shift and teaching of new comers, sleep early kaes! :D i love you hope u know that D:
Tml after service and movie out-ing gonna go down to fetch her before 9 i must reach, so sorry ting ting i can't celebrate your birthday together with them Sorry D:
Alot of pics to share in Bungalow :D












WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:55 AM


Thursday, June 25, 2009


YEAH! Wishes came true :D wonder is it come true on it's own or rather she look-ed at the post.
First thing first,
Wed, working at 6pm but i delay-ed it till 7pm call-ed mdm pat told her about it, told her i can't work on thurs as well due to some probs and stuffs, i'm having fever on wed, was like burning like hell, but listen to her i rest shut eyes for about 2 hours, rest-ed and uncle came fetch me over to bungalow chalet WOOT, can't imagine okay, it's 3 storeys, every room there's a 32 inch LCD LG Tv okay, it's like there's 4 rooms, 1 living room with 42 inch WOOT, 1 of the rooms even had an PS 3, my cousins was like mad about it play every now and then so nvms lol. Reach-ed there around 1+ 2, as i was still having a bad headache so i rest-ed again, slept at a sea view room wow :D, took some photos shall upload next time, never bring usb cable LOL!
Thurs, belle took over my shift, thanks bella and sorry uh, was like waking up at 9+ enjoy the sea abit, do some stuffs, and then sms-ed her. Thought she will come down and have a look but nope sad. But end up, i met her at 8pm met her at bedok mrt bus-stop, thanks uncle for send-ing me down, we head down siglap to have cheesecake at the Cheesecake Shop, Woo, not bad had an earl grey tea same as her, chit chat, smoke, she said wanna get cheesecake for some colleagues and her parents so she went in and buy, but i before she go in i call-ed her not to bill, durhs as i guess she bill-ed shagg ._. you don't owe me kaes >_> She came out wanna pass her a 10 bucks at least pay for what i eat and drink but she insist that i pay >.<
Okay nvms, i shall "pay" u back somehow then, took bus 12 to 201 near her house said bye, and she left, 59 came i took 59 back to changi village.
Although i took the photo with her, i shall not upload till i slim down :D Promise me i will, i love you don't ignore me D:

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:14 AM


Tuesday, June 23, 2009


OH MAN MY WORK TIME FOR THIS WEEK SURE OWNS.
Monday-12.30-11pm
Tues-11am-11pm
Wed-6-11pm
Thurs-11am-11pm
Fri-6-11pm
LOL OWNAGE?!
Monday,
What will u do after work?
Go home bathe and sleep right? Mine different LOL! Stay at workplace till 3am ._.
What happen on Monday is funny lol. Ben teh headchef came in around 9pm near 10pm just to be there the whole night to see them clean the whole kitchen okay ._.!
Was like waiting for sandy to finish her meal, then decided to head home, she said she don't wanna go home, so i ask-ed her where'd u like to go, i don't mind tagging along. She said idk ._., then let her finish, ben sat with us we don't know what happen actually then he told us, so she ask-ed so u're sitting till tml morning? Won't u get bored lol.
Then thinking of it, since u don't wanna go home why not keep ben accompany :O
Oh yeah lol, so sat with her and chit chat talk crap with ah ben till 3am they finish-ed.
So ben cabb-ed me and sandy back, thanks :D
Tuesday,
3am reach-ed home bathe, watch show, i'm working 11am so if i sleep i won't wake up already, so kept myself awake, OMG Dosing off till 10.35am THEN I REALISE OMG?! Then had a quick bathe, CAB DOWN OMG!
Reach-ed there around 11.10, mdm pat call-ed on my phone ask-ed where am i? I said reaching outlet lol, then mdm said okay i will be reaching about 11.30 I WAS LIKE LUCKY LOL!
Oh ya during the night i made a bet with sandy if teh outlet has any fire alarm system, i said nope she insist yes lol, so i said if i'm so confident about it i'm confirm right she don't believe it she ask-ed mdm pat, answer simple NOPE LOL!
What the prize of teh bet?
Hotplate.
She said tml treat me i was like joking la don't take it so seriously ._."
Tehs, secret of what i'm suppose to do tml. But morning i'm going changi village chalet :D 3 story bungalow YEAH!!! Just finish the renovation, wanna take a look ;D
Uncle fetching me tml with gramps to go down woot, meeting her at 4.30 at outlet see you tml :D

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

11:09 AM


Sunday, June 21, 2009


Who would be so foolish to go down to workplace when it's your off day?
Answer would be ME :D
Guess things should go in my way, Reach-ed there at 2.45pm saw the crowd in the place OMG nvm late break for her :P
Having fishing session with friends later.
Alright first up ah kang's break, went to smoke chit chat alittle then i went in. :D her break she ate the staff meal, then smoke, she needs coffee so went to the hip shop to get coffee+tea lol :D heh, my hands getting faster get my wallet PAY :D
1 thing, sorry my fishing friends left u guys again, although u call-ed me alot of times, sorry for not picking up. SORRY D: u guys shall understand me because u ask-ed me before is it worth it just for her?
Yes it's worth it, all i wanna see her happy even if i'm tired or what shit everything will be blown away :D
Plannings after book out during army, NO MATTER HOW TIRED AM I! If i book-ed out on fri 8pm i will rush cab home change come down to see you :D
This is the first time i did so much things for a opposite gender. And i this time it's for real :D
November 7th my POP? I can't wait for that day, the different SAMM! Slimm-ed, Handsome-ed, Tann-ed :D I really can't wait.

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:26 AM


Saturday, June 20, 2009


Counting down D:
Went work as usual just reach-ed there early that's all, reach about 3+ heh bella's break. Saw mdm pat kelvin at table 30 OMG! Okay chit chatting that's fine :D I went there wanted to sit, Kelvin talk about yesterday's crowd, mdm pat was like very happy finally i can settle weekend crowd. Mdm pat saw my face, damn tired, of course lol, fever leh 6th days in the row, so i was like being compliment for my bar techique, so mdm pat decided to put me in bar again lol. BUT ?! she call-ed me to punch in earlier LOL! Call-ed me punch in at 5pm i was like i'm working at 6 OKAY! I can't say anything i said 5.30 can? She said "okay okay."
Went out to smoke with bella. After bella's break WHO'S? IT'S HER YEAH !!! I was like, it's already plann-ed. Went smoking with her again, chit chat went to Chip stall buy milk tea, i brought for everyone expect for my own, cuz i'm sick thou D:, but she order-ed a honey lemon for me, i was like errk :P firstly i don't eat honey lol :X
Nvm since she order-ed i drink :D
Not that bad just abit of bitter, went back stall sat down she went to take food, Alexia punch out go home, i shut my eyes awhile, afew minutes left so close awhile chit chat, PUNCH IN ON TIME!
Bar orders OMG! crowd came in around 7+ a batch of DRINK OMG ! Then Jean walk-ed in i was like first time saw her working night leh. THEN do 1 WRONG DRINK I WAS LIKE !!! Jean u very lucky come in got drinks drink alr. She said "aiyo don't gey gey leh do for me say do for me la".
I was like do do do do, Why is there so many latte, mocha cupp? I HATE MAKING FOAM OKAY! Remember that.
Finally first batch of drinks done, so went toilet awhile came BACK WAR AGAIN! The drinks come in non-stop OMG!
FINALLY LAST ORDER! NON STOP OF MAKING DRINKS AND DERSERTS OKAY D: No complains :D
What i'm pissed is that, i'm working bar today i know i need to do tml's prep so nvm since it's pass i don't mention bad things :D
After that i punch out went out smoke with ah kang chat about what happen.
Then went in sit awhile, She call me go out smoke lol. Talk to me, tell me take care of yourself.
Sandy became my MUM :P
Wait for the whole gang to come out, took bus to her house bus-stop chit chat awhile, bus 9 came GO HOME !

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

10:03 AM


Friday, June 19, 2009


Shagg still fever, wonder if my thermometer is spoilt or what, although i feel hot lol.
Went work as usual just that i reach-ed there at 3+ near 4, walk-ed in saw her, never said anything, went to table 29 have a sit, kelvin was having a break so did bella. When she brought the desert to table 30 she's looks kinda "shock" saw me there so early. Talk cock sing song with kelvin. Bella went to HQ take thingy, so she left before that we went smoking.
What's my reason of being there so early?
Answer damn simple u know i know :D
Finally she break :D
She said she still full cuz she ate at home, Went to downtown east the i-Scream drink tea and coffee sort of. She order-ed earl grey with vanilla ice cream i order-ed ice mocha.
The person fail-ed using the coffee machine and making drinks, was like sandy coach-ing her all the time ._. end up coffee machine dead, i order-ed orange juice.
Look into my wallet OMG $6 no cards accepted there i was like ... this few days kept forgetting bring cash out.
Durhs durhs, smoke again with her, saw at the window OMG HUGE CROWD! Quick smoke go in WORK !!!
End up at bar again LOL! The orders kept coming in no stop i was like "Oi, Kelvin Enough Liao HOR!" The orders kept coming in till 9+. Was shouting FINALLY CLEAR ORDERS! Lucky no complains :D
17 Days Left, I want to ask can i take a photo with u ? it's sort of my wish thou D:

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:57 AM


Thursday, June 18, 2009


Funny LOL ?! i'm working 6pm today but left house at 2+pm. Woke up at 1+ sms sandy asking her wonder to buy anything for kelvin? She repied "Boxes and tonnes of biscuits and sweets." Kelvin's favourite :D. Sandy went to posb and do her card i'm still at home durhs, left house before what i'm suppose to leave. Mrt down WhiteSands met up sandy at more than words, finding nice box to place every sweet and biscuits in it. It's her idea lol! Went NTUC get everything, walk-ed down to downtown east can't find any nice box, either too girly or too small. Found teh box at downtown east 1 of the shop get a Mickey mouse box for kelvin stuff everything in it :P.
Still not enough !!! Walk-ed to cheers get another 2 pack of tibits and 1 cup noodle LOL! Just nice fed everything up :X
Went to new york new york put my changing bag, saw kelvin !!! I ran to bar to keep the box OMG ! He was here since 1pm+ just to catch a movie ALONE! He didn't call-ed me SHAGG! Jean and rave was on shift so call-ed them to come together, so call-ed surround KELVIN, i went to bar to get teh box of candies HAND OVER to kelvin :D
He was damn surpise OKAY ! If u were there it's really different atmosphere ._.

I took a photo of him :P
Went to fonds to have a FONDUE, end up sandy paid everything ._. i was like OMG !
Nothing to do after eating, get my cigg box went smoking, went arcade Took pics. Will upload next time it's with rave :P
Last day of work getting nearer and nearer the ladies working there need to get use to no guys working, it's like ALL LADIES ALRIGHT ! Bella, sandy, olivia, fiona, alexia, danielle. 1 guy only Raymond i pity HIM LOL !
Anyways friends when i book out i will go down to see you all kaes ? Although i will have an explanade on the head :P
Lastly, Take care friends :D GOOD LUCK KELVIN ! (:




It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 20 people.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : Samm.

2. A four Letter Word : Suck.

3. A boy's Name : Stanley.

4. A girl's Name : Sandy.

5. An occupation : Service crew.

6. A color : Silver.

7. Something you'll wear : Stud.

9. A food : Salmon.

10. Something found in the bathroom : Soap.

11. A place : Singapore.

12. A reason for being late : Sick .

13. Something you'd shout : SHIT LARH !

14. A movie title : Scary movie.

15. Something you drink : Sky juice.

16. A musical group : Shinn.

17. An animal : Sotong.

18. A street name : Serangoon.

19. A type of car : S-Class mercs.

20. The title of a song : Suo yi.

LAME BODOH IT'S NOT EASY TOOT ._.

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

11:12 AM


Wednesday, June 17, 2009


It's 1pm+ in the afternoon !?
Idk why would i wake up when i set my alarm at 2.30pm o_o, think i woke up to try my mobile boardband cuz it's not working during midnight, was stealing people's wireless to chat with sandy, charmaine and alexia ._.
Hey kelvin my manager wonder u've been looking this? Anyways thanks for what u taught me, the ridiculous things i've said. the tolerance in me, i gratefully thanks you and apologise, i'm a person with tough mouth soft heart so i'm sorry thou.
Kelvin working with u is quite a happiest thing in my life finding a good friend a talking friend thanks :D. This time i'm leaving new york new york for at least 2 years i will kinda miss there alot, there is where i started and i want it to end it. I've finally understand alot of things going back there to work bella, rave, sandy, charmaine, alexia, fiona, olivia, ronnia, ah kang, ah bang, ah sheng, raymond, danielle this is what i thought in my mind now. Now i don't treat u guys as colleagues already i treat u all as friends to share and to enjoy. I may be talking bad sometimes but truth is i'm a good person :D
What's more? Found someone i like there, no answers, but i'm still happy talking to her chit chatting, i may feel it less but thanks alot, u let me try working serious. Can be good friends after saying the facts out, first time actually :X
This post is most likely to all my colleagues, friends let's keep in contact eventhough i'm going army soon. I will make a pact this time, i will not leave my friends away alone AGAIN!


What's like having fever for 4 days straight? Now worsten FLU INVADING !
Aw the hot weather at night sometimes turn real cold, now developing fever + flu. Buy 1 get 1 free? Now temperature 38.9 HIGH FEVER ?! OMG ! meeting sandy they guys at 4pm leh >_> of course i'm attending !!! Why am i being so dumb eventhou i'm sick? Last few days leh GUYS ! i rather scarefice my own health then regret my life !
Who would notice? Only myself uh. Have been lonely since i left home 1 years 4 months still counting. I left house because i can't tolerate my father. Now i would like to ask him "Are you fine?"

THE END !

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

10:11 PM


Sunday, June 14, 2009


OMG ALOT OF THINGS ON MY MIND I WANT TO SAY IT OUT BUT I CAN'T !!!
Time to think about things :D.
1.Why do u love god?
A. Because he answers my prayers
2.What makes you think that god loves you?
A.Son of god don't doubt their own religion.
3.Does god ans your prayer?
A.Answer on question 1.
4.What makes you convert to Christ?
A.I felt peaceful enter-ing church.
5.If u were to re-born again what religion will u be?
A.CHRISTIAN :D

Awh some dumb questions lol, you know i don't really hate someone but some people really makes me does hate him.
Like what Kelvin my manager said, you and (?) have a barrier between each other. I don't deny it but i really don't really like his working style somehow, but sometimes i'm still fine, close 1 eye i'm fine. But if you were already pissed off that day and things keep coming your way, i will feel i'm gonna blow up soon so don't come near me when i'm at that state :D

A person i really hate now is him too but yes reasons i have OF COURSE ! What do you think when u already have a child but you're still not married and the so call-ed mother ran away or what shit ? Find another girl and go into relationship? It's ridiculous okay. Although you got the looks but don't take advantage of your looks to flirt around.

What do i need right now ?
A Time Machine PLEASE !
i wish i could rewind till a colleague birthday party at costa sands chalet duhs.
If i were to leave with kelvin that time i won't be so stress now man.
Regret, regretted lols. If that time i were to leave with kelvin, there won't be a first time going out with ah kang to drink already.

Alright let's stop here.
I Like You ...... Don't ignore me please i hate it.

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:48 AM


Saturday, June 6, 2009


LEFT 1 MONTH !!!!
OMG !!!
I love her, i like her, i don't feel like leaving her D:
But circumstances stopp-ed me sad !
OMG !!!
SAD !!!
Hope u're looking at this :D
you know who u're don't deny :D
BYE !

WhoLetTheDogsOut?

9:42 AM